Notes
This session is the first one after the World Trade Center/Pentagon event of September 11. Emissary deals with issues related to those killed in the event. We also were joined by a new individual with no previous experience with "channeling" or Emissary's view of existence. He covers his view in "Cliff Notes" fashion.

Session

KD:
Em, are you with us this morning?

Emissary:
Yes, indeed. There are at least 3 different ways that we can begin today. We must choose one, we suppose, since you are experiencing linear time still.

[Group laughter]

Would you, for the sake of this one [Gerry], check to make sure that the switch is on for the microphone. You should see a red square or something like that.

KD:
Yes.

Emissary:
Yes, very good. Now he may leave in peace.

Ah, greetings and welcome back. And welcome to you also Lindsey. We were wondering how long it would take for you to find us. Your journey here has some very interesting routes whether you know it or not. So we have several things that we might want to share that might be of interest to you as we go along. Do think about questions that you might have. It will be important for you to get the fullness of our experience together. Does this make sense?

LC:
Yes.

Emissary:
Also be aware that we are fun-loving and enjoy our time with you, so be sure to smile from time to time. Are there other topics that you would like to discuss. The agenda seems to be something to do with allies and other threads and time.

[pause]

Any answer will do.

DB:
The whole ally thing seems very strange to me and I have a hard time relating to it.

KD:
Yes, I think that can wait for another time to discuss. The events of the last few weeks [referring to attack of 9-11-01 on World Trade Center] have turned everything around.

DB:
I'm wondering about mass agreements where we have things affecting us that are on a global level instead of an individual level. In some level we must have bought into it because we're experience it but on a conscious level I didn't say, "Oh, this is an experience I want so let's all do that."

Emissary:
We do understand. The issue is really, you could say interesting, but it is also very important for these times. We and others have been speaking for some time now about how things will be changing. Have we not? We have been talking about the energy beings pulling back calendar time and that this experiment is, in a sense, coming to an end. Do you see?

Also others, including the Peter, have talked about the diminishing impact of cause and effect. And we have said that this is exactly the same thing although from two different metaphorical representations trying to examine the event or events. Be aware that things have not changed fully. Be aware that there are many things still in the works. But this is not the end. This is the beginning. You're experiencing the beginning of the beginning of perhaps a whole new way of viewing reality and experience as you have come to think of it.

So let us then spend a little time recapping, in a sense, but also looking as specifically as we can at what this mass event that you have experienced means. If this meets with your interest and approval.

KD:
During that could you address on what level of awareness and to what extent we participate in making agreements for these large events.

Emissary:
Certainly, if we do not weave that thread into the tapestry of this morning be sure to remind us. But it is an intricate part of the whole.

[pause]

Let us begin by reminding you of something that you already know, and that is that no lives are lost. No energy is lost The individuals that you are concerned with in this event that you think of as having been killed, or died, from a variety of reasons, have not truly disappeared from the universe. They are still part of it and quite an active part of the universe. Even the universe that you think of as your real universe, that which you see and you touch. They are still fully part of that fabric, for now. They have not vanished. They have not gone elsewhere. They have become a very important part of the very fabric of the reality system. No lives are lost. There are no accidents. We can tell you that all of the individuals who are involved in this event were consciously involved in the event. They chose to participate in the event. Though not on a conscious level. Remember our discuss about consciousness, and awareness and intelligence. These individuals chose their participation at a level of intelligence. That is, their energy beings, in a sense, chose to make them part of the events of that morning, of that day, of the days that followed as well. And it is through their experience, their statement, that the energy beings have continued their work to redefine the dimensionality of your reality system.

Again, the experiment is at an end. It is time for something new. It is time for a relaxation of this hard, razor sharp edge of the reality system that you have created for a symbol for yourselves as a whole. And so all of you, all of those present in physical form as well as those who are also involved at a somewhat different level but still well within the band of physicality, are involved in this evolution. It is an evolutionary beginning.

It is the nature of the fixed hardness of your reality system that required the trauma of the events of this past week or so. It is as though within your reality system structured as solidly as it is, it requires you to be shaken in order to become more aware. To move out of consciousness into awareness And from the level of awareness you do understand what it is all about. You know what it is all about from that level. It is when you are stuck in your consciousness and stuck in your judgments that you become confused. Does this make sense?

KD, DB:
Yes.

Emissary:
Very well. So, one thing that you can do in dealing with this event is to worry less about other traumas to come and think more … um, not think. Um, reflect, more on what is the statement that these individuals gave their physical lives to make to all of your globe, all of your world. What statement did these thousands of individual energy bodies make. What is it they are trying to tell you? It is a cause for reflection. And the answer to your question is going to be individual because it is a multi-mensional event. And it effects individuals in a different way based on where you are in your own evolution. It is a very strong and powerful statement that goes beyond the issue of whether or not there are terrorists in your world. There are terrorists in your world. You have created them.

DB:
That's what's really up for me is that it's not a they're wrong, we're right. It's like we've created the situation and this event is like the bursting of a festering situation.

Emissary:
Yes, and even beyond that. It is really quite amazing when you think about it, what has transpired to make this event possible. We begin with the idea that your world is solid as stone. It is very fixed and so what is needed then is for a mass event of such proportion that it shakes that solidity. And there are few on your planet today who would say that the world is the same this day as it was two weeks ago. You will hear people say things like, "I do not know what time it is," or what day it is. They speak of the past week as a week out of time, for example. They may also say that they feel something important has shifted but they are not able to tell what it is. It is as though the ground has shaken and they don't know quite where to put their feet or where to go to feel safe. That is how strong that statement was and had to be in order to reach this state in which more options open.

Now, looking at the event specifically, these thousands of individuals worked together to participate in this event but it was an impossibility for them except for individuals who had the nerve to pull it off. Someone had to have the nerve to pull the trigger. Someone had to have the nerve to make it happen. Otherwise it would not have occurred. You needed terrorists to do this. You needed someone outside your ordinary reality system to make it happen. And so your terrorists were the ones who pulled the trigger that will change your world. You know this to a certain degree, but to get at what it really means, you need to reflect on what was the statement these individuals were trying to make. And it is a statement that goes for your whole world and for you individually. It is very important that you get it that this is an individual statement. It is of the nature of it that it affects your root.

KD:
One of the things I've noticed is that we've seen the entire spectrum of humanity.

Emissary:
Yes.

KD:
If you want to polarize it dimensionally into evil and good, we've seen both the most horrible and the most…..

Emissary:
Yes…sublime.

KD:
Yes, sublime.

Emissary:
You have. You have clearly divided out the dimensionality of your existence. You have what you think of as pure evil on one hand and the pure good on the other. And you can define those in any way you wish. It was just not quite so clear before because it was not so polarized. You are able now if you choose to do so, to see the full dimensionality of the reality system that you have created. It is that kind of statement as well. It is like a light comes on and it is possible for you to see in the dark.

So, do not mourn those who have contributed their lives. Better to celebrate them. And know this, that even though, and we are reminding you of things, even though their bodies may be turned off, their spirits, their energies are still there and are still available to hold the space. They are still there. They have in a sense been transformed. Many of them have. Others have of course, from their own individual perspective, have been disconnected from their understanding of things and you might think of them as wandering around a bit confused at this time. But the work of the others, do you see, will be also to help them see their own experience within the larger context of the globe and their usefulness in what you think of often as healing.

We are hoping that this makes some sense for you and that it is useful in your understanding and your reflection.

DB:
This feels like a situation similar to the Hitler of 50 years ago. That someone steps up to the plate to be the bad guy so that we can all have a choice about seeing where we want to go, what do we want to become from it.

Emissary:
Yes, in a very real sense that is correct. Your Hitler individual was one who showed you the dimensionality of your system. Again the "pure evil vs. pure good" kind of scenario. We would also point out that this past war that you have brought up and you are calling your WW II was much more experienced on the physical. It was fighting with physical equipment and hand-to-hand combat kinds of things. But it was very physical. This new state, we will not call it conflict, this new state is much more subtle than that. You will find that this particular conflict will have more, for lack of a better term, spiritual aspects to it. What you're seeing is a clash of what you think of as religions. You're seeing the Christians vs. the Moslems and a lot of the initial struggle is because there is this overlap between what is going on in the underneath, in the spiritual area, vs. what your experience is in the physical and so in between is what you think of as that religious clash. Partially physical, partially spiritual. And so you are seeing now that kind of conflict, or definition of conflict is a better term.

You're needing to project out into the physical world the feelings, the emotions, the movement going on within and so you are projecting that out knowing it is not fully physical, but it is partially. And religion fits in the middle. So you're seeing it now as a religious clash. Know that it is not that. And it will eventually be redefined somewhat to be more clear. This does not mean that there will not be a physical component. Everything that you are doing in this particular world, in this dimensionality, is projecting the inner state into the physical state. And so you will see things such as battles. You will see things such as struggles in the street. This will very likely happen. Does that mean it is bad?

DB:
If I go into judgment, then yes. If I look at it from a higher perspective, anything that opens up our awareness then no, it is a gift. It depends on what level I'm looking at it from.

KD:
I just feel very sad.

DB:
I feel a lot of grief.

KD:
I feel very very sad that we've had to come to this. To such trauma to wake ourselves up. On some level I feel it didn't have to be this way.

DB:
From a global level it looks like this is what it takes to wake up. I have concern about after this event are we going back to sleep? I don't want to see that. I want there to be more awareness.

KD:
And you hear all the experts say you have to get back to normal, get back to work. I'm afraid if we do get back to "normal" something even worse will come along.

[could not hear some of the tape when LC asked a question. She told about an experience she had when she awoke from a sleep and felt a feeling of oneness with everything. This experience was turning point for her. ]

Emissary:
Yes, it is a good question. There will need to be some background presented for understanding what we are talking about in terms of dimensionality. Let us… um. Let us do the Cliff Notes version….

[laughter]

… and look at the whole idea of the physical nature of your created existence. Are there larger Cliff Notes or are there smaller Cliff Notes we are wondering.

[pause]

At its root you can say that reality and experience is one thing. There is only one. That in your waking experience before when you awoke you expressed that you understood that everything is one. Is this correct?

LC:
Yes.

Emissary:
Yes, we are all connected. We are all one. And in fact, that is exactly the way that it is. We are all one. In fact, there is no separation. There is no individuation between those four or five of us here. We are all one. But at some point there was a desire for more. There was a desire for more experience. And in that desire, instantly, there was created a different kind of universe. And this universe is based on a notion of dimensions. There is right and left, there is up and down, there is good and evil, there is red and blue, and then there is more in between.

Basically, you can look at your dimensionality, your existence, your experience, in an either/or way. Good or evil. Knowing full well that there is a spectrum in between. Is this making sense?

Group:
Yes.

Emissary:
And so, from the conscious level, we will speak of conscious as being brain-oriented. When you are conscious, what you think of as conscious, your brain is active and there are chemicals and things happening in the brain so that you are conscious. And, know that the physicality of your being, your body, your brain, your mind, your consciousness, is geared for making choices, making decisions, analyzing. And part of that has to do with making judgments: "this is a bad thing to do, that is a good thing to do."

"If I go this way I will fall off a cliff. Bad thing to do. Let's go this way and follow the road." That is the kind of decision-making that body/mind does. And it does it very well. If you turn off consciousness, if you go unconscious, say in sleep or on operating table, or sometimes in deep meditation, that sort of thing. If you go unconscious, you don't go away. There is a different level of experience which we are labeling awareness.

And awareness has much less to do with the judgments. Awareness has to do with more direct sensing of the reality, of this system. There is still experience of joy and terror. There is still some dimensionality, but there is less stuff in the middle. It is an immediate experience of joy, an immediate experience of terror. And then there is that place of stillness in which the individual "you" recognizes that dimensionality. And in the center, in the omnipresent now, it is no longer relevant. So you can swing one way, all the way, you can swing the other way, all the way, or you can be in the center. Being in the center takes some work. It is out of conscious habit that you have some difficulty being in the center. Does this make sense?

LC:
Yes.

Emissary:
And for the others too. This may be a new formulation.

So, being in the center, in the moment, there is no good or evil. There is no right or left. It simply is. Whatever is, is. Do you see? And so from that place which by the way is the doorway to intelligence beyond. From that place it is relatively easier to see the Hitler and the Ben Ladin and the other terrorists that you have named, as being purely evil while the firepeople and the police and the rescuers are purely good. Still knowing that there is that range of dimensionality. So even from the level of awareness you can see a dimensionality there. Now, what these individuals do is that they live their existence in such a way that for them what they are doing is a pure statement of what is good. And it is from another perspective that they are judged to be pure evil. This is a consciousness sort of activity.

So from the perspective from we are all one, there is no pure good or pure evil or anything in between because we are all of these. Is that a leap?

Very well. Remember to follow your heart with these discussions. Depending on where you are in your own personal evolution you may find some things, individuals, may say that are like right on target and some that are like, "I don't know about that." We would suggest to you that you take the I-don't-know-about-thats and simply store them away and let it be for a while. It is a good way to manage information.

So in this dimensionality again, do you understand why it is relatively ok for the terrorists to exist?

LC:
Yes.

Emissary:
It is a very difficult one for many. It is very difficult for many.

DB:
It's like stepping out of the conscious mind-judgment-and seeing it as a game and needing different people to play different roles.

KD:
There's a lot of energy in anger and getting wrapped up.

Emissary:
Yes. And going way back to the beginnings of our work with this one, one of the things that we would like to do in our work is to help, to find a way, perhaps, to assist, individuals to better understand the relationship between "everything is one" and the dimensionality. When you are thinking in terms of everything is one, it can become very confusion. Because then the experience you have from day to day doesn't make a lot of sense within that context. If saying "you create your own reality" well then "why am I poor?" There's a lot more to it than that.

But once you "think" you understand that everything is one thing, and you create your own reality, it's the answer to everything. In a way it is, but in a way it is just useless in terms of actually assembling your reality system. Part of that, as Donna has said, has to do with the ability to step out of judgment and see things in a different way. We would suggest that part of the statement of these individuals who were involved in this event, is that it is important to be able to step out of judgment. It is important to be able to step out of judgment in order to move forward in a whole new way of viewing the world.

DB:
It's like transforming judgment into allowing so there is space for everyone.

Emissary:
It could be said that way.

DB:
So I could say I want to be thin. And I could either diet and that would give me what I wanted. Or I could give up wanting to be thin. Both ways would give me what I want.

Emissary:
Yes, because they're simply different formulations of the new state that you choose for yourself. And how you get from here to there is a matter of choice. If you have a habit that you wish to give up and you can think of all the different steps. You can use whatever 12-step plan that you choose if you want to think and work with process. That is one thing. But it also works if you simply say to yourself, "This habit is of no value." And what comes, comes. Once you get to the point where you see yourself doing things in a different way and open yourself however you get there, then you will find a resource that is extremely powerful…right at hand. If it's true that you assemble your own reality system, you are doing it from what? You are doing it from the energy of the universe itself. The universe itself is…[pause] conscious. Aware. It is intelligence. It is intelligence itself.

And so when you state for yourself that you would like to have something different and you state it clearly. It doesn't matter the process. When you allow the universe to assist you, it will happen. There is no question. And it goes every which way. If you decide that you wish to become an addict, it will happen. The universe makes no judgments. Judgments are conscious. The universe is intelligence. It is a very different thing.

So, it works both ways.

Are we speaking too strongly?

KD:
No. There's a question I have when you're speaking of intelligence, where does love fit into that? For me I find it more helpful to ask "where is the love." Is that the same?

DB:
It depends on our definition of love. When I think of romantic love, then no, intelligence is not that.

Emissary:
It is much more complicated than that. But at the same time it is much simpler.

KD:
These people who died in this, did it out of love, I think, for the rest of us.

Emissary:
Let's redefine the term slightly, K. And the reason is I would like to do with you specifically to find a way to move you out of consciousness. You have a box. And you are inside the box and what you are seeking to do desperately is to move out of the box. Love as you are defining it, at least in the way the word works in this reality system, love is very complicated.

Love has within it elements of hate and fear, joy. It has anticipation. It has a sense of wanting to be separate as well as wanting to be close. It is a very complex syndrome of emotions. It is not pure.

What we are speaking of when we say joy is perhaps what you are seeking in this. Joy is an all-encompassing "isness" of pleasure or state of ecstasy.

KD:
That's what I meant.

Emissary:
Yes. So in your thinking, change the word love. Because in your mind when you are thinking of love, you bring with it the social context of love which is all of the confusion. So change the word. It does not need to be joy, you can make it any other word. But make it a pure feeling of that state that you are looking for.

Now, that's where that sits. It is a statement, a feeling… it is different from emotion…of, for lack of a better term, oneness with everything. It is being part of. It is like being an intimate part of every part of the universe, every part of creation itself. You can imagine the joy of that. And again, Lindsey, we must come back to your experience. It is a driving force for you. Do you recognize this?

LC:
Yes.

Emissary:
And it is that awareness. It is not consciousness, remember. It happened for you in and around the dream state which is an unconscious state. As soon as you move into brain/mind and into consciousness, you can become easily detached from that experience of oneness. And so your search has to do with getting out of the box and into the awareness state. And the same is for you, do you see, K?

KD:
Yes.

DB:
Yes, I want to be in that state of bliss all the time.

KD:
Yes, I resent the things that bring me out of it. Yet it seems impractical on a day-to-day basis.

DB:
Yes, why all this stuff… just let me float in that bliss.

Emissary:
Why you have to is because you elected to come into this physical space. It is really quite difficult to drive your vehicle in a state of bliss. Doesn't quite seem to make sense because you need to move more into consciousness. There is left and right. There is the person running you off the road, and you have to deal with that. And so what you are looking for is perhaps that state of always bliss. But it does seem impractical in that part of your journey has to do with navigating through physical space. And that is also joyful. Even being run off the road can be a joyful experience. Certainly it can be exciting. And without that kind of dimensionality you would not have that experience of excitement in quite that way. And so what you're really searching for, if you think about it, is fluidity.

DB:
Being able to be in both spaces at once?

Emissary:
Being able to choose. To move from one to the other with flexibility. If you need to drive your car you are in your brain. And when you get out and you go for a walk in between the buildings, then you are in ecstasy… as long as you do not have to cross any roads. Do you see?

Choosing. That is freedom. Choosing. Fluidity. Being able to move between. That is … we would go out on a limb and say that that is the search for everyone in your time. That is what your experience is all about in this reality system that you are creating for yourselves. Again, that is part of the statement.

Remember that, and this is so important and so difficult, remember that you are assembling the entirety of your experience from within. You are assembling the entirety of your experience from within yourself. In that sense you are creating the events of last week. In that sense, you are creating the events of WWII. But you are also creating those events of joy, of ecstasy, of all of the other parts of that dimensionality. You can if you wish define your reality in such a way that these things are not needed. You can choose move down that particular path. What you need in order to do that is fluidity. And we are sidestepping, hugely, the issue of "If I am so powerful in creating these things, then why am I poor…why did this have to happen…why did that have to happen…" and so on.

DB:
Why do I feel stuck in my mind and can't seem to move out of it.

Emissary:
Precisely. We believe that we have answered that particular question though. Not this date, well perhaps, but in other times past. It is because you are a cooperative agent in this reality system of your energy being. You are a cooperative agent.

DB:
I recently had an experience of surrender where I said, I'm going to quit trying to manage everything myself with my mind and trust the deeper intelligence. That felt very calming for me.

Emissary:
Yes, and the term surrender is really quite interesting. In some context it is giving up one's choices to someone else. This is not what you were thinking. But surrendering in terms of stopping the dominance of the clicking mind and allowing the question, "what is the intelligence of this," to be more strong in your decision-making. So you can think of it as surrendering, but you can also think of it as listening. Surrender may have a different kind of context for others. But being able to listen, check out, being in touch with, has a softer connotation. And it is really quite interesting and quite powerful to live that way. If you are thinking of a certain direction and you decide to give up the process-oriented thinking of it, and allow the intelligence to take over. Sometimes what you say the "shitty" things that happen, are actually the intelligence backing up and saying, "Yes, we can go there but we need to deal with this first in order to move into that space." Sometimes it doesn't come right away, sometimes you have things to "deal" with, like it or not. So it may seem like you're off track. But then continue to listen and to allow and play with that notion. And let the universe take care of you, in the larger sense.

DB:
Yes, if I think of the universe taking care of me then my clicking mind goes, "Yes, and that means I'll be making 50K a year and I'll have this and that…"

Emissary:
Or "I don't have to work at all. I think I'll just sleep this year."

[laughter]

DB:
So by surrendering the mind then I can just say, "it will all work out" and still make choices. It's like not fighting.

KD:
When I'm able to do that, the fluidity is enhanced. There is more flow. And when my mind gets in the picture and tries to make things happen like I "think" they should happen, then things congeal and it's much harder. There's more frustration, more doubt, fear.

Emissary:
More, "I shoulds… I should not.." Yes, [heavy sigh] what a life.

[laughter]

KD:
I have a lot of dreams about flow and being in the water. And flowing in the water. Sometimes I'm in it and sometimes I'm smashed up against the shore or in a stagnant backwash. I used to think if I tried hard enough and thought it all through well enough then I really would be able to control everything. So when I couldn't it became my fault or I wasn't doing it right.

Emissary:
Judgment. Yes, control is one of those major issues for your time.

DB:
It seems like a mind/consciousness issue.

Emissary:
And also recall it is a part of this experiment. The idea of this reality system was to play with the notion of how the intent to learn more about what is out there of the original intelligence. And what would it be like if this universe was created that had all this dimensionality and all these colors and all these sounds and all these wonderful emotions and feelings? What would it be like to do that and make it so that it is more and more and more and more real rather than less and less and less real? And so that is the nature of this experiment… more and more and more real. More and more solid. We have used that term. Or more harder edged. And so close to the end of the experiment, what would you think would be a prime issue? Control. How to control. How to create with certainty the next step and the next and the next and the next and so on. And so you have very successful people who are able to manipulate power as though it were on a chess board and thinking far enough ahead, "perhaps we can win and create things more and more solidly, more and more within our control."

Control is a big issue. It is one of the macro issues for this particular time. And it is control which is now then directly challenged. So part of the lesson is that it is much more fun not to control. Much more exciting, in someone else's terms, not to know from behind which bush the rabbit will jump. Control is an illusion.

LC:
So instead of trying to control what I'm going to be doing, just being in the moment.

Emissary:
Bingo. You get the prize. Indeed. And knowing that is the beginning. Knowing that is not doing that. It is the beginning of learning. Control is an illusion. Even when we say to you that you assemble your reality, you create your reality yourself, there is the mind thinking, "Yes, then I can control everything!" Not so.

What you can do is create for yourself a picture, a feeling, of what it is that you want. You can decide, you can literally decide exactly what you want your life to be. And it will be that way for you if you can avoid the temptation to try to control everything. Because by trying to control everything you shut off the very power that is inherent in the intelligence. And we are speaking with you more directly, Lindsey, but it is an issue for all. We would imagine these two and this one saying, "Oh yes, we understand that one." It is a significant barrier. But it is not one that is completely unbeatable, insurmountable. A place to begin is with simply understanding how it works and then letting that happen.

LC:
I'm been wanting to control my spirituality, like to be more spiritual I should do this… or if I live my life this way then I'll become more aware.

Emissary:
Yes, that doesn't work. We can tell you from some experience, that doesn't work.

DB:
But by having the desire, a feeling state to be more aware. Then it can happen in magical ways. Rather than creating that by thinking about how to do it. Just desiring it and then it magically appears.

Emissary:
Or in retrospect. Once you are there and you look back and you go, "Oh, I remember I wanted to be here."

KD:
Yeah, isn't that weird?

[laughter]

Emissary:
Yes, and do understand that we are not saying that you should wander through your life without any goals or intentions. This is not the same thing as control. It is important in your creation of your life experience, that you have some kind of notion of what it is that you want to have, to experience. If it is your intention to become an enlightened being, that is well and good. It is useful. If your intention is to become a mechanic, that also is well and good. Mechanics are quite needed in these days. So you are in the particularly good space to create for yourself your vision of yourself 10-15-20 years from now. And then allow yourself to unfold in that direction. Things will fall away that are not important. And you will attract thing to yourself that are important to help you to make that path. But it does not work to decide how you would be and try to live your life that way. Too many barriers. Too many obstructions are created in the energy flow.

So trust us when we tell you that if you can picture yourself 10 years from now, however it is that you wish to be, and if that is your intention, if you put your intention in that direction and open up to whatever it takes to be there, whatever power that there is that can guide you in that direction, you will find yourself slowly but surely…. in the beginning slowly but even more quickly as time goes on… going in that direction. It is also true that 5 years from now that you may very likely change the picture and that is ok too. Life is this way [indicates weaving in and out with hands] .. it is not this way [indicates a straight line with hands]. It is much more fun to do this [weaving with hands].

LC:
Sometimes the road seems so complicated with so many choices.

Emissary:
Yes, and that is part of your deciding what it is you want in 10 years, 15 years, whatever you decide in terms of time frame. Part of making that decision is trying different things. And some things work and you can say, "Yeah that sounds good." And you try on another suit and it doesn't fit at all and you throw it away. That's part of the whole process of mapping out what it is you want. That's why we're saying to you, you are in the perfect place to undertake this process. And there will be many things that will come to you... we would predict fairly shortly, that you will say, "Yes, that hooks me" and there is something related and so on. And so your search can begin to focus more. So you will not be quite so scattered and unfocused in your search. Which again is exactly what you need to be doing. So pay attention to those little things that come along that feel like you're right. And you're exactly on target when you speak of it that way. Some things go very nicely and some things go like clunk. So assemble it out of the pieces.

So we are looking forward to more work with you in the future and appreciate your finding your way through this other medium to us. You may find some interesting relationships between grandfather and other aspects of this work or this play. No?

So, are the questions of the universe answered for this week or are there more things you would like to explore?

KD:
Yes, I'm pretty blank.

Emissary:
Either blank or full.

KD:
Yes, they're the same thing or at least that is how I feel.

DB:
Yes, it feels complete.

LC:
Yes, I feel great.

Emissary:
Very well. So we have covered a great deal of ground today and we trust that it has been entertaining and interesting. We do enjoy these times with you as well. And so, until we meet again.